Monday, March 30, 2009

Slowing down...

It's getting to the end of the semester...
Less hectic, but yet a busy.

Final Year Project yet is a headache thing to do.
I traveled, but still...
I'm still lack of resources.

I confirmed will be working in a disable center during my internship next semester.
It is located in Old Klang Road.
Please pray for miracle to happen..
as in miracle in transportation.

I'm looking for the trip back Ipoh...

...to refresh myself...

sorry for the short post.

me~Fishie

Friday, March 20, 2009

Critical period

When I foresee that there is a lot of things to do for this week on Sunday,
I prayed hard that me and my group members can go through this week,
as this Friday (which is today) is our last two assignment due dates.

We worked non-stop, faced obstacles, solved problems,
argued over some opinions...

dang~
I was diagnosed with food poisoning on Tuesday.
I'm unable to stay up to complete with them.
I was so frustrated of myself,
why I'm so weak,
I can't do anything at all...
not even to sleep and rest well.

I was having my mid term papers on Tuesday and Wednesday.
I manage to sit for Tuesday exam, then only fall sick.
but...Wednesday...
I think the paper on Wednesday won't be able to help me much in contributing marks for my final.

dang dang~
one of my group mates was sent to the hospital on Wednesday night.
She was found a bit not conscious and fainting at home.
It was because of exhaustion, she were given injections and intravenous drip,
and rest on the bed for a night.

The next day, which was yesterday...
My 5 people team...four of us were staying up until the next morning,
without sleep,
just to do our assignments.

To the one and only group mate who sleeps well and eat well.
We are enough of you.
Thanks for giving us the mess that you have did.
You will face your own consequences.

I'm praying for my stomach to get normal,
so that I can eat normal food.

me~Fishie

Friday, March 13, 2009

When I'm hunger for more time for sleep...

It's has been days and weeks of suffering...
I believed that after this semester,
I will be tougher and have resistance towards sleep.

I sometimes sleep when I heard the lullaby by the Malays...
the lullaby they sing during the morning,
and wake up at 7.30am for my lecture at 8am...

I've been spamming coffee like water.
What worse was...
my laptop actually told me that she beh-tahan of all the assignments already.
She was merajuk...then she just went off.
aihz...
so, I hospitalized her.
I guess she is exhausted of the heavy workload.
Furthermore, the laptop best friend coolman - the cooling pad,
died too...

Luckily I have my dear,
who is willing to lend me his laptop,
I'm trying not to make his laptop exhausted too...
although I know he is going to get a new laptop soon.

Next week will be my 10th week of this whole study semester...
around a month more,
I'll be having my exams...
the time pass so fast yet so slow...
Fast because I seriously can't find any leisure time for myself at times,
Slow...the process of torturing is really...torturing.

I'm really looking forward for a break,
before I broke down.

I'm so stress of being stressed,
tired of being tired.

me~Fishie