The Final Year

Unbelievable

I’ve survived until my final year of study.

I have another two more semesters to go before I graduated.

Internship was great and I’m kind of missing them sometimes.

After the fun and hectic internship, I went for a retreat.

I was in Penang for around a week.

Now back in my hometown for around a month of rest.

Everything seems slowing down, well because this is Ipoh.

It is a place you can drive slowly,

And not much night places you can hang out.

Not to mention, not much friends you can hang out with unless is public holidays.

As I spending some quality time with my grannies, I sometimes wonder…

At what age should we…go to heaven?

I know, for Chinese…when they hear you said that, they will say…

CHOY~

That’s why it is just in my taught.

For people like me, eat and live ‘healthily’….

As in fast food, sleep late, less exercise, always on the computer….

I guess by the time I’m 40 or 50 I’ll be having tons of medicine to consume.

Diabetes? Heart problem? Kidney failure? Hypertension?

Obese?!

Haha…If my life after 50 is about medicine and hospitalization…

I wish I don’t live a long life…

It is torturing.

Even now I’m taking pills, and it is…torturing.

It is worse when you don’t take it because that will give you suffering.

Torturing and suffering?

That’s not a choice.

Hmm...Shouldn’t thinking about that first.

I’m not getting…that old yet.

How about life after graduating?

Nah…I should be worry about my final year project.

That’s a one big obstacle before I graduate.

Enjoy the holiday to the fullest now.

Maybe I can live healthily while I’m Ipoh.

Hahaha…

The journey continues…

me~Fishie

Being young~

The working life is fun.
But I miss my leisure time...

I miss the time when I can skip my class and go lepak at shopping mall.
or maybe watch movie.

Oh well.
You can't always get what you want.
Just be grateful of what you have.

Being young...should enjoy the life like a youngster!
Learn all you can...
Travel and explore all you can.

I love myself
my family
my dear
my life.

~ just a random post ~

me~Fishie

It's been one month~

After 4 weeks of intern...

I'm still enjoying it...

Sorry for not updating my blog,
but...hey...
I update my Facebook.
About my 22nd birthday and my working experiences...
go check out my Facebook.
For those who don't have Facebook...
Get One!...
hehe...
By the way...my facebook link
http://www.facebook.com/puisan.choong

I'm missing home~

Since I'm studying in KL, I'm always looking for reasons to go home...
for example fathers day, brother's birthday...
but not many times it succeed.
Aihz...

All the best everybody~

me~Fishie

Double Blessings Volunteer

I'm currently doing my internship in Double Blessings.

It's been almost a week and I'm really felt blessed to work there.
Although this was not what I wanted at first, but I believed that God do place me there for purposes.
The lessons and experiences I've got were awesome, nevertheless the colleagues are very friendly, kind and is fun working with them.

My product...hehe
It's been really a long time I didn't make any bookmark...

Having a lot of bread and buns were really a blessing.
We had bottles of soya beans for days,
bread and buns for Hi Tea,
chocolates as snacks,
and I would say...
there will be a lot more to come...
Seriously...I started to worry that I might gain weight.

Besides, on the third day of working there,
me and my friends who are also doing interns there prepared breakfast for everyone in the association.

Below are the pictures of our mission...

For those of my friends who are still trying to get use with the new working environment, I wish all the best to you all...
I believe that we shouldn't be grumble of what the choice that given to us or chosen by us...
Try to think from another perspective...

ps: to my dearest roomate, how I wish I can share my breads and buns with you as you are always the one can help me to finish...
I miss you....

me~Fishie

The rhythm of the pouring rain

This blog has been abandoned for quite some time...

almost one month I guess?
Now I can Proudly and freely announced that...
Is the end of another semester...

It's been a tough one.
But, the tougher will come in less than two weeks time.

For those who have my Facebook,
I guess lately you saw that I actually uploading photos.
LOL.

Yea...
I've been to Pulau Ketam with some Ipoh buddies...
My childhood-teenage-adult friend.
It's been almost... 15 years we knew each other...

Exam was kinda hard...
I'm not going talk so tough is it...
I'll let the result say the toughness..

I went to BBQ Chicken in JayaOne with my whole classmates.
Food was alright, I would say...
at least it is not very oily,
the oil they used is olive oil.

Oh ya...almost forgot the most important event in a Uni students life...
the prom of my course.

Well, It wasn't the prom that I taught it should be,
but the party atmosphere is there,
like...one whole gang of young people enjoying the night.

I'll be going back to my home sweet home for around one week...
to recharge before starts my internship.
Besides, it's been a long time I didn't go back,
something bad happened in my house too.
aihz...thieves went to our house and mostly my room...

Stuck - Clear

Recently the rain is more frequent than usual.
Being stuck in the rain.
Stuck in indoor because of the rain.
Feeling lazy because of the rain.
Feeling blue because of the rain.
Thinking a lot because of the rain.

Should I say...blame the rain?

Sometimes the rain slow down the time,
and it made me see things clearer,
realize something I've missed.

I've been surrounded with friends with different situations,
different stories and experiences that they are currently encountered.
The closer they are to me, the stronger their life affecting me.

I have friend who just broke up and hooked up.
I've my own experience on that.
Some might find it silly,
unfair and question regarding the new 'hook-up' relationship.
For me, is the individuals' choices.
As friend, I will be there for you if you need someone to share story with.

I also have friend is hurt by relationship for a long time,
and is still not healing yet.
Everyone knows both the guy and girl need time and space in order for them to heal,
but too bad...
the reality and fact force them to face each other everyday.
I've went through that, but I should say that I'm lucky enough that God gave me luck, courage and most important time and space to heal.

I have friend who is brave enough to find out the truth regarding the past relationship.
They started to chat after five years of silence.
They also started to find out what is the reason of their silence broke up five years ago.
For me, I still need more courage for me to face the unfinished business of the past.
Maybe...I don't have the courage to be the one to start the explore race of the past.

ahh...Initiative is the word.

I have friend who lost her own self and her self worth in the process of torturing from broke up.
She wasn't the girl I knew and first met in Uni anymore.
Friends who supporting her started to feel discourage as she is not healing but continue grieving about the lost in her relationship.
As a friend for her, sometimes I'm fed up of supporting her as when time goes by, she started to get used to the feeling of grieving and accepting people's pity n her.
How I wish I could confront her.
As someone who knows the knowledge of counseling, my confrontation might cause her to gave up her life.

I also have friend who are happily in love.
I'm happy for them.
But again, nothing is perfect.
Some might say bad things and commenting regarding the relationship.
Puppy love, love at first sight, both of them are so different regarding their age, interest, personality....and the list goes on.
For me, if you know my relationship with my dearie, then you know what's my stand in this issue.

Stuck - caused me to see clearer about my surrounding.
Stuck for a long time - caused me think too much of myself.
But...sometimes, I can't stop thinking, wandering and relating it to me.

I'm glad of one thing...
It's been a long time that my time ticks that slow...

me~Fishie

Slowing down...

It's getting to the end of the semester...

Less hectic, but yet a busy.

Final Year Project yet is a headache thing to do.
I traveled, but still...
I'm still lack of resources.

I confirmed will be working in a disable center during my internship next semester.
It is located in Old Klang Road.
Please pray for miracle to happen..
as in miracle in transportation.

I'm looking for the trip back Ipoh...

...to refresh myself...

sorry for the short post.

me~Fishie