Tension and emo environment

Tension,
because of the stressful and hectic timetable.
Stressful,
because the due date is near.
Angry,
because things don't go our way.
Tired,
because we are lacking of time.
Emo,
because we are emotionally not stable.
Numb,
because we are going trough the up and down again and again.

Browsing through my friends' blog,
most of them posted emo posts.
Decribing how the stress affect their health, their relationships, their life.

aihz...

me~Fishie

Thanks

I realized that I'm glad that I have a group of friends that are still concern about me.

Aaron is busy with exam,
Diming is 'trapped' in Ipoh,
Raymond busy with his life in Cheras,
Jess was close to me,
staying near me,
but far away from me.

I continue my life with friends in KL.
When I faced problems,
I still need to put up the mask of 'I'm OK'.

But this time,
When I'm down,
I'm glad that a few of them still concern about me.

We used to spend time every weekend.
We have a meeting place in Ipoh,
the SPC,
the History Makers.
But...this place no longer a place that it was.
It changed.

I'm looking forward for a day to meet.
Thanks to all my buddies who came back for me.
I will be strong.

me~Fishie

Changes

I'm so not used to all the changes around me.

What was good turned bad.
What was there were gone.
What was bad gone worst.
What was not supposed to be happen, happened.
What was not impossible to happen, happened.
What else?

I can't even turn to you when I faced problem.
Maybe you are changing too.

Maybe I changed too.
Into someone you don't know.

Tears came down at the moment you left me.
You did it.