What's in my mind?

When love may just be a call away...

ahh...
There are tons and tons of things in my mind...

It seems like everything is moving...
but not me...
or maybe I'm moving...too slow...

I miss home.
When I'm back...
will my home be the same again?

When I leave here...
will everything change?

When I come back here again...
will everything be totally different?

Dilemma between the same and different...

Well...I'm pretty sure in one thing...
If I'm not going to get my ass off the laptop,
I will continue surfing the internet and watching movies...
Then...I will screw my last paper...
and I screw myself too...

me~Fishie