Tension and emo environment

Tension,
because of the stressful and hectic timetable.
Stressful,
because the due date is near.
Angry,
because things don't go our way.
Tired,
because we are lacking of time.
Emo,
because we are emotionally not stable.
Numb,
because we are going trough the up and down again and again.

Browsing through my friends' blog,
most of them posted emo posts.
Decribing how the stress affect their health, their relationships, their life.

aihz...

me~Fishie

Plans for the week...

Last week was supposed to do video shooting and visiting organization,
but, most of the plans doesn't work.

Things don't work my way...
ish

This week...
I have 2 assignments to complete as the due date is next week.
A proposal for my final year project, which is also due next week.
Video shooting that MUST be done this week if not it will affect my assignment report that due next week.
Looking for a private educational sector to conduct a survey which is part of my assignment that due in March.
(Many has turned us down...aihz)
A trip to UIAM to do research regarding my final year project.
(A trip to Gombak due to limited resources in my Uni)
I hope I didn't miss anything...

Oh ya, an inter class debate which will be held this Friday morning
and I'm not so proud to tell you that I'm one of the debaters.

- ENOUGH -

me~Fishie

My valentines day

I'm home during the valentines weekends.

But, I'm still a busy person back in Ipoh.

I didn't really spend the whole weekend with my dear,
instead I was attending and helping up in cousin's wedding.
Wedding...wedding...wedding...
Hmm...my point of view of wedding,
I would say...
it is a very meaningful ceremony
and yet a complicated, tiring and sweaty event.
It will be more complicated if the family is...
erm...
culture-centered family.
You need to follow a lot of their customs.

Almost all the female cousins is in this picture,
only 3 are not married.
I guess I will be attending somebody's wedding soon as most of them are around the wedding age already.
Well, I'm not in my wedding age yet.

For this generation, most of us will get married quite late compare to our parent's generation.
So, I assume...most of cousins getting married at the age of 30 for females and males will be after 30.

The wedding car is a BMW X5.
It seems that my cousins who got married last year also using BMW as their wedding car.
My cousins enjoyed using BMW...
I'm looking for something more spacious.
LOL

The Generations.
okay...maybe there are three generations in this pictures.

Oh by the way, we have local Cantonese hip hop band Manhand to attend the wedding dinner.
I just found out that their boss is one of my cousin.
cool huh?

Now, back to my Uni life...
I hope that my next post is not about the doomed days.

me~Fishie

A tired post

It's been a long time I didn't blog anything,
it will be some time too for my next blog.

Life after CNY was terribly not okay for me.
I've been rushing here and there.
Seriously, sometimes I feel that my life is only on Uni stuff.
As some of you might notice my display message on MSN,
I'm so tired of tiredness.
It actually creates a numbness to me.

There are so many things waiting for me to complete,
and there are so many consequences if I do not complete them on time.

I'm out of idea at times.
I'm stuck.
I'm lost.

The activities I foresee in this week...
a wedding to attend this weekend.
endless time spending in Uni,
thanks to more and more replacement classes and assignment discussion.
a visitation to an organization.
video shooting that has to be done ASAP.
day time that spend in uni,
and night time that spend on my study table or friend's house.

so this is uni life huh?

me~Fishie