What a day...

I just came back from Puduraya.

Guess what I'm doing there..
Me and my friends were actually going to
tuition centers and fast food restaurants
to look for SPM or STPM students.
We are looking for male students
who are currently taking SPM and STPM.

Pursuing people to do the survey is a problem also.
People might think that you are a sale person or something.
Worse still...some student's English wasn't that good,
as our survey is in English.

Under the sunny and hot day...
the weather almost kill us all.

Although we manage to find get some feedback,
but...we still short of few participants.
aihz...
we have to crack our head for solution...

I'm currently drinking a lot of soft drink...
and I eat less...
something wrong with my appetite.
and now is my roomate's turn to sick...
aihz...

I have only two more weeks to hand in my assignments...
like how my friend said to me...
how die?
which means 怎样死？How you wanna die? in Mandarin.

I think I'll die of hotness....
How I wish that whenever I go...there is shades...

me~Fishie

Back in PJ

As I'm on the way back to PJ,

along the highway,
I looked out to the sky,
enjoying the sunset.

Suddenly, I have this in my mind.
Let's just remember how beautiful the sunset is,
as after the sunset,
is another day,
and another sunset will come.

Back in my house,
realized that my house is currently in a very depressing environment.
Our house is in between two funerals,
and there were most than 3 funerals at the same road in the month of October...
That's depressing...

Back to my working environment,
as in my room,
on the desk,
on the laptop,
trying to make some planning on what need to do,
what need to complete,
who need to contact....
I said to myself...
Welcome back to your busy life...
Time passed so slow when I'm in Ipoh...

I'm waiting and prepared for you to rain...
Will you show me some mercy?

me~Fishie that hunger for rain

Unexpected.Unbelievable.Unhappy

I'm hurt and disappointed.
Maybe my expectation was too...unbelievable.

We human can't please everyone.
Because we are not born to please everyone.
But if you are not pleased,
Please Shut Up
Don't go around and yelled at people.
That's very rude and uncivilized.

Me sitting alone enjoying the perfect moment
with tears running in my eyes
alone in the dark
in a suddenly-I-felt-so-unfamiliar place
people smiled at me and said...
sorry.

I woke up in the middle of the night
by a dream.
The dream brought me back to around a month ago.
Someone prayed for me.
She put her hand near my heart.
She asked God to protect this heart.
She prayed for God to give me the power and courage to overcome
those who want to hurt me.
After the prayer, she told me to be strong to face the reality,
and encouraged me to continue to have a heart of forgiveness.
At that time, I don't understand why she said such prayer.

It was predicted.

But I was not aware.

What that is past, I don't care anymore.
Whether you have learned or not,
I will not remind or tell you.

I will forgive.
but I will not forget the pain and hurt I have experienced.
Because this was a history,
a lesson,
a scar for me.

It was indeed a great night.

me~Fishie

When things doesn't work in the way they should be...

I'm still in the sick mode.

Having flu, nose block, ears ringing, cough and sore throat,
make me can't have good rest and concentration
in class and also assignments.

With so many articles and documents that
I need to read and analyze,
I really don't have time to fall sick...

Besides, with all the replacement classes that are going on now,
which are due to Deepavali,
my everyday timetable is damn hectic.

Things in my mind now...
assignments, ideas, participants for survey, due dates,
articles, journals...

The good thing about now is...
I saved money due to
forced-to-eat-bread-for-meals

Ahhhh...

I want to emphasize this again.

I don't have time for sickness!!!


me~Fishie

Mental Health Big Walk 2008

I participated the walk which was organized by

the Malaysian Mental Health Association.
The theme of the walk is
A Good Walk, A Healthy Mind.
It was a 4.5km walk started off at Jalan Timur,
which is near the Taman Jaya LRT station.
As for me, I fell sick on Friday...
and I'm still sick.
I woke up at 5am this morning, as the participants
need to be there by 7am.
The walk started at 7.30am and when I reached the finish line,
it was only 8.15am...
I found that...the journey was so short...
This is because if compare to the Ipoh Star Walk,
which is a 5km walk...
this is much more easier..
though the difference is only 0.5km.
I'm currently having flu and sore throat...
a little bit of sexy voice...
The first weekend of this semester...
and I spend time on sick-ing...

Anyway, I should spend some time on my assignments
and homework before I accidentally fall asleep...

Get well soon..Fishie

me~Fishie

The starting of a new semester...

I'm officially a year 2 semester 2 student now.

Although currently I'm in a short semester,
which means...
there is only 7 weeks of teaching weeks,
1 week study week and
around 2 weeks of examination.
BUT
I have classes everyday,
average from 8am until 4pm or 5pm.

In this short semester, there are 3 subjects for me to complete.
So far, it sounds okay right?

But...
when you know that in week 3, you will have your mid term test,
week 5 and 6 are your assignments due date,
and week 7 are your presentations...
then that's the end of your semester and you got to get ready for your finals
which are in week 9?
=.="

How am I suppose to cope with it?

Now, everybody is preparing for assignments.
Everyone is spending time on the University's computer lab,
library, study room, discussion room...

and me?

I have started to burn the midnight oil on my first day of my new semester.
Doing research, reading articles,
coming out new and creative ideas,
choosing topic to do.

All I want to say is...

*speechless*

me~Fishie

Back...

I'm back for the new semester...

new challenges...
new...
erm...
whatever...

Cleaning my room...
and part of the house is very very tiring...
and it's not done yet...
oh well...
at least my room is comfortable enough to stay in.

I should be get ready...
to be busy again...and
to on diet again?
LOL

By the way...
the break-up season is still on...
for those who know what I mean here laa...

me~Fishie

Out of a sudden...

I seriously need a hug...

!!.. Result is confirmed out ..!!

me~Fishie

Time Flies...

My dearest daddy is back for raya holidays...

Like usual...
Coming back from the legendary KL during festive season is hectic.
The highway will be jam
and you won't be able to speed much.
By the way, did I mention about speed trap and police check on the highway?
There will be a lot during the festive season...
nak cari makan maa...aka duit raya...

I can sensed that my holiday is going to end soon...
pretty soon...
I better spend more time on my family,
especially my beloved aunty as she might be moving to another place...
soon?
Nevertheless...
My long-lost-naughty-yet-obedient dog...
- Sky -
He is going to turn to 5 years old soon...
err...end of November?
LOL
too early to talk about that...

Anyway...
I'm currently watching the Heroes season 3.
It is getting creepier...
and creepier...
Although I'm still quite confused about certain characters
and the storyline from season 1 until now...
Maybe I should watch all the seasons again?
nah...I don't think so...

PS: You may get the Heroes season 1 until currently season 3 episode 3 from me...
if you want lar...hohoho...

me~Fishie