Tension and emo environment

Tension,
because of the stressful and hectic timetable.
Stressful,
because the due date is near.
Angry,
because things don't go our way.
Tired,
because we are lacking of time.
Emo,
because we are emotionally not stable.
Numb,
because we are going trough the up and down again and again.

Browsing through my friends' blog,
most of them posted emo posts.
Decribing how the stress affect their health, their relationships, their life.

aihz...

me~Fishie

Plans for the week...

Last week was supposed to do video shooting and visiting organization,
but, most of the plans doesn't work.

Things don't work my way...
ish

This week...
I have 2 assignments to complete as the due date is next week.
A proposal for my final year project, which is also due next week.
Video shooting that MUST be done this week if not it will affect my assignment report that due next week.
Looking for a private educational sector to conduct a survey which is part of my assignment that due in March.
(Many has turned us down...aihz)
A trip to UIAM to do research regarding my final year project.
(A trip to Gombak due to limited resources in my Uni)
I hope I didn't miss anything...

Oh ya, an inter class debate which will be held this Friday morning
and I'm not so proud to tell you that I'm one of the debaters.

- ENOUGH -

me~Fishie

My valentines day

I'm home during the valentines weekends.

But, I'm still a busy person back in Ipoh.

I didn't really spend the whole weekend with my dear,
instead I was attending and helping up in cousin's wedding.
Wedding...wedding...wedding...
Hmm...my point of view of wedding,
I would say...
it is a very meaningful ceremony
and yet a complicated, tiring and sweaty event.
It will be more complicated if the family is...
erm...
culture-centered family.
You need to follow a lot of their customs.

Almost all the female cousins is in this picture,
only 3 are not married.
I guess I will be attending somebody's wedding soon as most of them are around the wedding age already.
Well, I'm not in my wedding age yet.

For this generation, most of us will get married quite late compare to our parent's generation.
So, I assume...most of cousins getting married at the age of 30 for females and males will be after 30.

The wedding car is a BMW X5.
It seems that my cousins who got married last year also using BMW as their wedding car.
My cousins enjoyed using BMW...
I'm looking for something more spacious.
LOL

The Generations.
okay...maybe there are three generations in this pictures.

Oh by the way, we have local Cantonese hip hop band Manhand to attend the wedding dinner.
I just found out that their boss is one of my cousin.
cool huh?

Now, back to my Uni life...
I hope that my next post is not about the doomed days.

me~Fishie

A tired post

It's been a long time I didn't blog anything,
it will be some time too for my next blog.

Life after CNY was terribly not okay for me.
I've been rushing here and there.
Seriously, sometimes I feel that my life is only on Uni stuff.
As some of you might notice my display message on MSN,
I'm so tired of tiredness.
It actually creates a numbness to me.

There are so many things waiting for me to complete,
and there are so many consequences if I do not complete them on time.

I'm out of idea at times.
I'm stuck.
I'm lost.

The activities I foresee in this week...
a wedding to attend this weekend.
endless time spending in Uni,
thanks to more and more replacement classes and assignment discussion.
a visitation to an organization.
video shooting that has to be done ASAP.
day time that spend in uni,
and night time that spend on my study table or friend's house.

so this is uni life huh?

me~Fishie

I'm not tall enough...

Today is the third day of CNY,

I met a lot of relatives,
those who seldom see,
those who lives near but still seldom meet,
of cause those who lives far...

I did help up my family in the kitchen,
and it is tiring...
preparing and serving lots of relatives,
not forgetting socializing with them,
and answering the same question again and again.
It is a bit unfortunate for me to study a course that is still considered new for our country.
I need to explain to them that I don't read mind,
I don't simply put people to sleep,
by the way, the term is hypnotize...
and the myths of a psychologist.
phew~

I always got the comment from my friends that I'm tall for a girl,
but I'm considered okay in my family,
in fact a lot of my cousins are taller from me,
I mean cousins from my mom's side of family.

If I tell you that the girls are tall,
how about the guys?
They are really really...too tall.
Can you imagine that my dear Aaron is considered okay in my family?
Most of my uncles and cousins are 185cm and above.
For girls, the average heights is 170cm.

Suddenly I feel so short.
My cousin who I think is younger than me four years?

My aunties and cousin,
and I'm sad to tell the fact that I'm the shortest among the four...

The tomatoes from Cameron Highlands.
For the left tomato, it is considered big for a cherry tomato,
the right tomato is so big that you can call it a pumpkin.

Anyway, few more days to eat and enjoy before going back to KL,
I got to do some assignments too.

me~Fishie

Balik Kampung

I'm now currently curi-curi taking a break from the preparation for reunion dinner later.

All the females are now doing something in the kitchen accept me.
LOL

I'm finally back in Ipoh,
to celebrate Chinese New Year,
to get ang paos,
to meet friends,
and...
not forgetting...
to eat and gain weight.

Before I came back Ipoh, me and 3 of my friends did some bangga stuff...
Four of us went 1 Utama for midnight movie on Tuesday night.
We watched Australia in an empty cinema.
There were just 4 of us.
Luckily we are not watching any horror movie...
The experience was a bit scary and fun the same time.

This year CNY is a bit different from my previous years,
for the first time I will have my reunion dinner at my mother's parents house,
for the first time my seldom-come-back-because-of-work uncle and family are back for reunion dinner.
This is because my uncle is a pilot, so he seldom have the chance to take leave during festival seasons.
I will be in Ipoh until the next Sunday then will travel by train back to KL on 1st February.
Hereby I wish all my friends enjoy their Chinese New Year,
try not to fall sick because eating too much cookies,
try not to gamble until bankrupt,
try...not to gain so much weight.
hahaha...

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!

me~Fishie

15th January...

Happy Birthday to my buddy and housemate,
Mike Chin and Xin Xiang.

I'm currently having digestion problem.
Bluek.

It's even more sad when today is a day of celebration.
When people eat nice food, I ate bread.
Ish.
and I can't finish my porridge too...

I wanna eat proper food and meal now!!!

Aihz...

me~Fishie